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Diary series #2 05262011

I'm excited to finish training at Cheddars...

I want to start the job

Want to be a waitress again

Want to earn money 

earn lots and lots and LOTSSSSS

go shopping again 

spend alot

but only for needed and desirable items and things.

I want to tint my car windows

I want to earn lots of money...

I should go study now..

quiz tomorrow...

still nervous sometimes but I need to get over it....

like NOW.

I just finished eating my dinner.

Lately (this whole week), I have been eating really late...

which is really bad...

messes up my digestive system....w/e....

need more sleep again....

so tired when i woke up this morning....

should i always indent?

should i always skip a line?

press enter?

hmmmmmm.....

maybe its more convenient to read?

.no?

tomorrow is the second to last training day.

I already got my schedule...

but I need to fix some things...

because I don't want to work on Sunday...

That's Larry and Mylinh's day <3

I was watching "Drunken to love you" (Taiwanese drama)

Starring Rainie Yang!!!! 

She is my most favorite actress from Taipei!!!!

IDOL <3

ok....going back to my drama and then maybe studyinggggg......

hmmmmmm

should I?

we'll see <3

-Mylinh Huynh

05262011

Diary series #1 05252011

I want to go shopping...
I want to see Larry...
I hope that i can make lots of money next week :)
I want to clear up my face :)
I want to go on a fun vacation!
I want to hang out with friends more often....
I need sleep...
I want to party and dance.
well mainly i want to dance.
I want to be known.
I want to model :P
I want to become famous (well not exactly, just known)
I want to dance.
I want to choreograph.
I want to do crazy things....
crazy hot things....
I want to make money
lots and lots of it.
I want to have my own camera crew following me.
Documenting my days and weeks.
I want to eat right now.
Maybe some sweets and chips.
I want to finish some episodes from a recent drama I just started.
I want to hang out with my boyfriend more often.
I want to see him more often, and not just once a week or so.
I want my hair to grow out more.
I like reading this blog.....yourfilthysexsecrets.tumblr.com
I want to become sexier
and cuter
and prettier
I want to be the most beautiful for him.
I want my privacy.
I want my exposure....
I'm filled with knowledge and secrets.
But I want to learn more and more.
To experience new adventures and experiences :)
To travel this beautiful world.
But not alone, I want to be with him.
My future husband <3
I want to finally be happy and joyful.
I want my days
to be filled with
laughter
and smiles
and hugs
and kisses.

But time will tell,
when my dreams will come true,
and I can wake up one day
and look to the one beside me
and smile with the most content feeling in m heart
that feels like
"I'm the happiest person right now"
"I'm so lucky"
"My life is complete"
That type of overwhelming joy in your heart.
I can't wait till that moment.
-Mylinh Huynh
05252011

OFFICIAL START DATE

I have been very very busy.

school payments.
job situations.
family problems.
MONEY
MONEY
MONEY situations...
Boyfriend.
friends.
shopping.
preparations
weekends are ALWAYS BUSY!

and


etc.....

But I'm deciding and trying to stick to....creating a diary entry either through video or post. :) i'll post them all in order on this blog :)

so to start off this diary series:

SUMMER SERIES <3

COMING SOON!

May 23,2011

What superstitions do you have?

I do have a few that I believe in :P can't think of one on the top of my head.... Oh! I like to always pick up a FACE-UP penny for good luck :) it makes my day :)

ask me something :D something random lol

What's the best way to relax after a long day?

cuddling and taking a nap with that special someone <3

ask me something :D something random lol

i am ur stalker

and who are you?

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How do you get over being misunderstood, internally and externally?

hmmmm this is a really deep question, i'm curious to whose asking...
Well even though thats like to me the worst thing that could happen, being misunderstood. To me, it took awhile to get over. IT really just depends on who is misunderstanding me.

Friends misunderstanding you can be stressful and hard and sometimes hurtful but what i did was: When my friends misunderstood me and thought that i "abandoned" them and only had interest in my boyfriend and no longer care for them, IT WASN'T TRUE....I did care and like them a lot......there was so much going on in my own life with family and boyfriend and money and stress that I didn't have the time to hang out anymore for a long time....HOW I HANDLED IT? well I had other people who understood me and knew me better so they stuck by me when it was rough for me. I find that more cherish-able. The people who didn't understand and thought wrongly of me and then i guess start assuming and possibly spreading rumors, they just drifted further from me. They no longer seemed to care for me and I didn't seem bothered by it as much now. I felt why should i be sad and stressed over false lies and people who can only assume wrongly of me. I pretty much moved on through what i had to do in life without them. They didn't seem to care to text or call me but yet they demanded that I should text and stay in contact with them. They and everyone HAVE to understand THAT everyone has different lives. Yes we are all friends and we care if one another is hurt, but we don't go through the same stressful situations. A true friend would stuck by you if they understand that main thing. If they demand this and that without thinking with an open mind, they are basically not as caring for you as you think they are.

Family misunderstanding you is what I think is second to worst, because you can't fight them. They don't live through what you live through, so they don't understand. Sometimes what they say and think hurts you the most, because they are your family. Out of everyone in the world, they are suppose to love you the most no matter what. If they are misunderstanding you for something you did not do but they are assuming so, the only way I got over it.....was to ignore it and prove them wrong. But in the end, my family usually always keep misunderstanding me on some things and I can't seem to change that no matter how hard I try....But I TRY HARD to not let their misunderstanding of me hurt me. If you know what I mean. My sentences are rambling ...because i'm writing exactly how I would say it in person. Just don't let it get to you. If for sure its an misunderstanding...then it shouldn't hurt you as much as it is, because ITS NOT TRUE no matter how much they insist it is...its JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend misunderstanding you is THE WORST! Because it hurts the most, to have the person you trust the most in the world, think wrongly of you. The person who you think would know you the most, assume wrongly of you. Whether it can be something he/she thinks that you did, but you didn't at all.....or something that you said but he/she misinterpret it....the only thing that you can do in this case and what I have done..... is that I kept reassuring him that its not true and expressing and i mean EXPRESSING all that I FELT and my OPINIONS throughly to him. I was trying to make sure he wouldn't misunderstand me anymore. That it isn't right.

I guess through any type of misunderstanding that someone or some people may have on you...it really depends on who they are because then I handled it differently with my friends, family and boyfriend....

People who really love you and care for you would always stick by you... If its an misunderstand you can easily prove to them wrong and provide proof to prove your innocence---go ahead! But if its more difficult...the FIRST THING TO DO, is to calm yourself down first and breathe and not think so much that you would cause more stress to yourself. Take care of your emotions and act calmly and patiently...don't rush anything because there is no need, it would only make things rushed and perhaps mislead them more.

Don't stress out yourself....everyone go through these types of misunderstandings....the first thing to do to get over it.....is to stay calm and believe in your innocence and your truth. (Yes this sounds really cheesy, but this is the only way you can calmly then proceed to think clearly and be able to think of a way to handle the situation.) Don't worry too much. Don't stress yourself out. Are they somewhere right now stressing about how they believe whatever it is is true? No they are not stressing out about it....so you should stop too. Don't waste your precious time and your health stressing and worrying about how someone or some people is misunderstanding you......there are many people who can relate to what you are going through....there is more than 6 billion people in the world....you are not alone in this...so don't think "no one understands me" "no one knows what i'm going through" "no one can help me"

You can get over this :) I know it. Truthfully, I'm a weak person emotionally, I take people's opinions sometimes too harshly on myself and I stress myself out....but as the years go on, those people's opinions fade...so don't let stress fade your life away. Don't let stress show on your face...its like showing yourself defeated. You aren't defeated....its just a drama at the moment, a stress at the moment...it'll be over soon....If you need anything just contact me :) you know how and where to find me :)

So calm down and smile :) and think clearly and handle it with a clear and open mind :)

Good luck anonymous :D

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where do you go to school now? and how have you been?

I go to LoneStar but I'm finishing up this semester and I'm not sure yet on where to transfer :) I've been well :) there has been a lot of different things in life that is causing me stress but i'm slowly figuring it out on how to reduce it. Other than those things, life has been really good :) and fun at times :)

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Short moment of happiness today...

Short moment of happiness today, but it was so worth it :)Today I had a sweet moment: where Larry and I met halfway on a big ladder platform thing and we shared a few sweet kisses :)

I just wanted to see my boyfriend and surprise him today at his workplace :) We shared a short quick but sweet moment <3

Shortly after that, I ran off to my car and left :)

Thursday...

This whole week has been really bland compared to last week...but I still feel tired so ..... YOUTUBE! I'm watching Facotry Girl from SNSD <3
Waiting to go to sleep but maybe after episode one hahaha

Hopefully I get emails back from possible job offers (crosses fingers*)

QUICK solution to Stress!!!

Stressed? It will show! 
Here are a few suggestions on how to detox: Natural aromatherapy oils or candles in the home - Listen to calming music at night - have a massage at least once a month - exercise at least 30 minutes a day - take a 20 minute walk in the evening - take all natural vitamins daily- And don't forget to smile!!

Shopping list for ELF

		e.l.f. Essentials Duo Eye Shadow Cream - Black Licorice #7106
		e.l.f. Essentials Duo Eye Shadow Cream - Butter Pecan #7101
		e.l.f. Studio Little Black Beauty Book - Cool #91564
		e.l.f. Studio High Definition Powder #83331
		e.l.f. Studio Conditioning Lip Balm SPF 15 - Mellow Melon #82443
		e.l.f. Mineral Eyeshadow - Natural #6513
		e.l.f. Studio Stipple Brush #84015
		e.l.f. Essentials Duo Eye Shadow Cream - Sugar Cookie #7107
		e.l.f. Mineral Eyeshadow - Sweet #6503

Cutest baby this week :)

Would you rather hang out with a small group of friends or a large group?

small group is always more fun :) because its more personal

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modeling scam watch out!

So recently I was trying to find a job...and fast...so I went on craigslist....yes craigslist....
And then I received a response email....after the second email, they sent me one where they are asking for my 

Name in full:
Full Address:
City:
State:
Zip code:
Country:
Phone number:
Email address:
Nationality:
Date of Birth:
Height:
Weight:
Waist size:
Clothing Size:
Shoe size:
Three photograph of your self:

Ok first of all...Its extremely suspicious why they need my address and everything and ask for more photos if they seem to already accept me. 


here is all the emails below... 

On Apr 13, 2011 3:40 AM, "Barry Cole" <barryc80@yahoo.com> wrote:
>
>
> This is to acknowledge the receipt of your email and here
> are more information about the assignment it’s a $1300 pay Fashion job
> (Assignment) for you, My client wants to update her Catalog with her new year
> release Fashion outfits, this assignment is to encourage the upcoming models in
> the industry she is affiliated with the Academy Art, you don't have to be
> worried about your experience or present look because we have specialist
> stylist and make Up artist who will bring the real beauty out of you, I’m a professional
> photographer/Manager some experience. Find all details for the job below.
>
>
>
> Job Location
>
> The shooting will be hold at a rented photographers studio
> in your location, so you don't have to worry about traveling, the name and
> address of the studio will be forwarded to you a week before the date of the
> shooting, all make up will be taken care of in the studio.
>
>
>
> Security/Guard.
>
> You can come along with any body of your choice on the day
> of the shooting, your mum, dad, friend, body-guard anybody you wish to come
> with just for you to feel more comfortable.
>
>
>
> Job details
>
> You have 12 different Fashion outfits to cover, which would
> be provided by our client on the day of the shooting and no nude.
>
>
>
> Types of cloths
>
> Jeans and Jackets
>
>
>
> Name of client
>
> Samantha Cook
>
>
>
> Company Name
>
> Beth Designer
>
>
>
> Job percentage
>
> The total pay for the jobs is $1300 but you will get $300 as
> upfront part payment before the shoot as to show seriousness and ascertain the
> job, the remaining balance of $1000 will be paid to you in cash at the shooting
> venue immediately after the shoot.
>
>
>
> Shooting Date
>
> The date for the shooting is meant to be 7th of  May 2011, I will have to make arrangement for
> that ahead from now, and I will email you a week before fix date if there will
> be a change for the shooting, as soon as the arrangement is completed with our
> client.
>
>
>
> Requirements
>
> Very Attractive, Classy, In Great Shape, Extremely Outgoing
> & Personable, out spoken, Must be Reliable.
>
>
>
> Payment Policy
>
> As part of my working policy and ethics, I receive part
> payment from any client before I proceed with any job and balance immediately
> after the shooting, this is to identify a serious client and ascertain the job,
> and I hope you comprehend this fact.
>
> I will keep you updated as to when our client wants to make
> upfront payments
>
>
>
> Expectation
>
> You need to have good and attractive poses. (Start
> practicing) Basically this is all required of you, for your make up my client
> will be taken care of it, you don't have to be bother for any make up, please
> get in touch with me if you will take the job and we can go from there, just
> let me know if you will take the job to commence with next arrangement.
>
>
>
> Please I'd like you to check your email on a regular bases,
> I might have updates for you and please confirm the receipt of this email you
> can give me a call back or text me rather thanks.
>
>
>
>
>
> Regards,
>
> 424-248-8365

NEXT EMAIL: keep scrolling down!

Barry Cole

 to me

Hello, 

I appreciate your interest on this assignment, I just want you to know that our client has assured me that part payment will be mailed to you, until you receive and confirm payment we will not shoot, your total pay for the job is $1300 as I said earlier and upfront part payment of $300 will be mailed to you first and the balance of $1000 in cash immediately after the shoot. regards your poses just practice the one you know for now as time goes on before the shooting date there will be someone to practice with you and teach you more pose and styles because this catalog will be publish world wide this may be your open way opportunity.

If you agree to take this job and will obey all rules and regulation that will be giving to you on this assignment get back to me with the following information below:

Name in full:

Full Address:

City:

State:

Zip code:

Country:

Phone number:

Email address:

Nationality:

Date of Birth:

Height:

Weight:

Waist size:

Clothing Size:

Shoe size:

Three photograph of your self:

Also she said after we confirm the part payment, as you know the shoot date has been fixed to be held on 7^th of May 2011 let me know if the date is ok for you. Make-up, hair etc would be taken cared of at the Studio as we are presently deliberating with some studio agents over location, remember you can come along with anyone of your choice.

You have 12 different fashion outfits to cover as I already mentioned which would be provided by our client on the day of the shooting, most type of clothing will be Jeans and Jackets.

I hope all is well stated, make sure you get back in touch with the above required details at once thank you.

Regards.

FIRST EMAIL:
The spacing and the email format is suspicious, the grammar is horrible and modeling agencies and bookings would most likely NOT present the expenses and pay so forward. They are offering $1300 for an amateur like me. NOT right....


SECOND EMAIL: 
They would be sending me $300 in the mail after I provide them with all my information????
hmmmmmm now at this point if the light bulb in your head has not clicked yet...I don't know what to tell you. After I read this, I received another EXACTLY email from a guy named Ralph. Man how much more obvious can they get? As the light bulb in my head lit up, ring ring**** SCAM written all over it!  So I went online and typed in "modeling scams" on Google and I found these sites and forums:


http://castingscoop.blogspot.com/2009/02/beware-of-acting-and-modeling-scams.html
http://www.modelmayhem.com/po.php?thread_id=533866
http://www.modelmayhem.com/po.php?thread_id=187220&page=3
http://somesmallsense.blogspot.com/2006/09/model-casting-scam.html

PLEASE look at them for any future incidents you might run into.


SOMETHING I ALWAYS REMEMBER: 
NEVER GIVE OUT YOUR INFORMATION such as :

Name in full:

Full Address:

City:

State:

Zip code:

Country:

Phone number:

Email address:

Nationality:

Date of Birth:

 Think carefully and STAY SAFE!!!!!

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choi duc oi!!!! what did i spell wrong

You mean "Trời đất ơi", right? :D hehe

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Besides Formspring, what websites do you check the most often?

youtube and tumblr and fb i guess

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What if one of your friends one day disappear and is no where to be found, what would you do?

I would truthfully cry because I would miss them...and then I would go look for them no matter what

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Something misunderstood from the past

Truthfully, i dont think anyone understands that sometimes there is so much going on that i cant handle and have time to hang out with friends. people blamed t bc of my bf at the time and w/e but truthfully at that time...my parents were splitting up for good and the whole family was a wreck to a point that i would cry myself to sleep every night. there is things that just keep happening one after the other and time just past to a point where i feel lost. and when i hit that point where i felt "lost," i didnt know how to reconnect anymore bc i had that feeling where i didnt belong anymore....i wanted someone anyone to reach out and say "hey your still my friend" but no one did...no one texted me just to say hey...so i felt like you all forgot and didnt care about me...i felt all alone in life...no friends...no one to care for me...no family...so i just had one person beside me and that was my bf. i couldnt tell the whole world about my family...too many things were happening that i didnt have time to JUST STOP and explain everything.... the drama hasnt ended my family cooled down for a year but its starting up again since last month....i cant take it anymore...im literally crying ad stressed out each day and night....

i missed you guys the most


I hope you guys understand...there is difficulties in life...and I just like everyone had went through one of the worst times in my life...try to understand me without doubting me, misunderstanding me, blaming me, or neglecting me


I love you guys...to me once your accepted into my life :) you will always be there...maybe sometimes I don't say it or show it but you are very special to me.


I have never forgotten you :)

Milky couple

Beautiful voice

“Your voice is so beautiful that the phone can’t recognize it”

—	My sweet handsome man 11.40pm, March 13, 2011 Phone conversation with him about the modeling job and random topics, towards the end <3

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