Thursday, May 26, 2011

Diary series #2 05262011

I'm excited to finish training at Cheddars...
I want to start the job
Want to be a waitress again
Want to earn money 
earn lots and lots and LOTSSSSS
go shopping again 
spend alot
but only for needed and desirable items and things.
I want to tint my car windows
I want to earn lots of money...
I should go study now..
quiz tomorrow...
still nervous sometimes but I need to get over it....
like NOW.
I just finished eating my dinner.
Lately (this whole week), I have been eating really late...
which is really bad...
messes up my digestive system....w/e....
need more sleep again....
so tired when i woke up this morning....
should i always indent?
should i always skip a line?
press enter?
hmmmmmm.....
maybe its more convenient to read?
.no?
tomorrow is the second to last training day.
I already got my schedule...
but I need to fix some things...
because I don't want to work on Sunday...
That's Larry and Mylinh's day <3
I was watching "Drunken to love you" (Taiwanese drama)
Starring Rainie Yang!!!! 
She is my most favorite actress from Taipei!!!!
IDOL <3
ok....going back to my drama and then maybe studyinggggg......
hmmmmmm
should I?
we'll see <3
-Mylinh Huynh
05262011

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Diary series #1 05252011

I want to go shopping...
I want to see Larry...
I hope that i can make lots of money next week :)
I want to clear up my face :)
I want to go on a fun vacation!
I want to hang out with friends more often....
I need sleep...
I want to party and dance.
well mainly i want to dance.
I want to be known.
I want to model :P
I want to become famous (well not exactly, just known)
I want to dance.
I want to choreograph.
I want to do crazy things....
crazy hot things....
I want to make money
lots and lots of it.
I want to have my own camera crew following me.
Documenting my days and weeks.
I want to eat right now.
Maybe some sweets and chips.
I want to finish some episodes from a recent drama I just started.
I want to hang out with my boyfriend more often.
I want to see him more often, and not just once a week or so.
I want my hair to grow out more.
I like reading this blog.....yourfilthysexsecrets.tumblr.com
I want to become sexier
and cuter
and prettier
I want to be the most beautiful for him.
I want my privacy.
I want my exposure....
I'm filled with knowledge and secrets.
But I want to learn more and more.
To experience new adventures and experiences :)
To travel this beautiful world.
But not alone, I want to be with him.
My future husband <3
I want to finally be happy and joyful.
I want my days
to be filled with
laughter
and smiles
and hugs
and kisses.

But time will tell,
when my dreams will come true,
and I can wake up one day
and look to the one beside me
and smile with the most content feeling in m heart
that feels like
"I'm the happiest person right now"
"I'm so lucky"
"My life is complete"
That type of overwhelming joy in your heart.
I can't wait till that moment.
-Mylinh Huynh
05252011

Saturday, May 21, 2011

OFFICIAL START DATE

I have been very very busy.

school payments.
job situations.
family problems.
MONEY
MONEY
MONEY situations...
Boyfriend.
friends.
shopping.
preparations
weekends are ALWAYS BUSY!

and


etc.....

But I'm deciding and trying to stick to....creating a diary entry either through video or post. :) i'll post them all in order on this blog :)

so to start off this diary series:

SUMMER SERIES <3

COMING SOON!

May 23,2011

Friday, May 13, 2011

What superstitions do you have?

I do have a few that I believe in :P can't think of one on the top of my head.... Oh! I like to always pick up a FACE-UP penny for good luck :) it makes my day :)

ask me something :D something random lol

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

How do you get over being misunderstood, internally and externally?

hmmmm this is a really deep question, i'm curious to whose asking...
Well even though thats like to me the worst thing that could happen, being misunderstood. To me, it took awhile to get over. IT really just depends on who is misunderstanding me.

Friends misunderstanding you can be stressful and hard and sometimes hurtful but what i did was: When my friends misunderstood me and thought that i "abandoned" them and only had interest in my boyfriend and no longer care for them, IT WASN'T TRUE....I did care and like them a lot......there was so much going on in my own life with family and boyfriend and money and stress that I didn't have the time to hang out anymore for a long time....HOW I HANDLED IT? well I had other people who understood me and knew me better so they stuck by me when it was rough for me. I find that more cherish-able. The people who didn't understand and thought wrongly of me and then i guess start assuming and possibly spreading rumors, they just drifted further from me. They no longer seemed to care for me and I didn't seem bothered by it as much now. I felt why should i be sad and stressed over false lies and people who can only assume wrongly of me. I pretty much moved on through what i had to do in life without them. They didn't seem to care to text or call me but yet they demanded that I should text and stay in contact with them. They and everyone HAVE to understand THAT everyone has different lives. Yes we are all friends and we care if one another is hurt, but we don't go through the same stressful situations. A true friend would stuck by you if they understand that main thing. If they demand this and that without thinking with an open mind, they are basically not as caring for you as you think they are.

Family misunderstanding you is what I think is second to worst, because you can't fight them. They don't live through what you live through, so they don't understand. Sometimes what they say and think hurts you the most, because they are your family. Out of everyone in the world, they are suppose to love you the most no matter what. If they are misunderstanding you for something you did not do but they are assuming so, the only way I got over it.....was to ignore it and prove them wrong. But in the end, my family usually always keep misunderstanding me on some things and I can't seem to change that no matter how hard I try....But I TRY HARD to not let their misunderstanding of me hurt me. If you know what I mean. My sentences are rambling ...because i'm writing exactly how I would say it in person. Just don't let it get to you. If for sure its an misunderstanding...then it shouldn't hurt you as much as it is, because ITS NOT TRUE no matter how much they insist it is...its JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend misunderstanding you is THE WORST! Because it hurts the most, to have the person you trust the most in the world, think wrongly of you. The person who you think would know you the most, assume wrongly of you. Whether it can be something he/she thinks that you did, but you didn't at all.....or something that you said but he/she misinterpret it....the only thing that you can do in this case and what I have done..... is that I kept reassuring him that its not true and expressing and i mean EXPRESSING all that I FELT and my OPINIONS throughly to him. I was trying to make sure he wouldn't misunderstand me anymore. That it isn't right.

I guess through any type of misunderstanding that someone or some people may have on you...it really depends on who they are because then I handled it differently with my friends, family and boyfriend....

People who really love you and care for you would always stick by you... If its an misunderstand you can easily prove to them wrong and provide proof to prove your innocence---go ahead! But if its more difficult...the FIRST THING TO DO, is to calm yourself down first and breathe and not think so much that you would cause more stress to yourself. Take care of your emotions and act calmly and patiently...don't rush anything because there is no need, it would only make things rushed and perhaps mislead them more.

Don't stress out yourself....everyone go through these types of misunderstandings....the first thing to do to get over it.....is to stay calm and believe in your innocence and your truth. (Yes this sounds really cheesy, but this is the only way you can calmly then proceed to think clearly and be able to think of a way to handle the situation.) Don't worry too much. Don't stress yourself out. Are they somewhere right now stressing about how they believe whatever it is is true? No they are not stressing out about it....so you should stop too. Don't waste your precious time and your health stressing and worrying about how someone or some people is misunderstanding you......there are many people who can relate to what you are going through....there is more than 6 billion people in the world....you are not alone in this...so don't think "no one understands me" "no one knows what i'm going through" "no one can help me"

You can get over this :) I know it. Truthfully, I'm a weak person emotionally, I take people's opinions sometimes too harshly on myself and I stress myself out....but as the years go on, those people's opinions fade...so don't let stress fade your life away. Don't let stress show on your face...its like showing yourself defeated. You aren't defeated....its just a drama at the moment, a stress at the moment...it'll be over soon....If you need anything just contact me :) you know how and where to find me :)

So calm down and smile :) and think clearly and handle it with a clear and open mind :)

Good luck anonymous :D

ask me something :D something random lol

where do you go to school now? and how have you been?

I go to LoneStar but I'm finishing up this semester and I'm not sure yet on where to transfer :) I've been well :) there has been a lot of different things in life that is causing me stress but i'm slowly figuring it out on how to reduce it. Other than those things, life has been really good :) and fun at times :)

ask me something :D something random lol

Short moment of happiness today...

Short moment of happiness today, but it was so worth it :)Today I had a sweet moment: where Larry and I met halfway on a big ladder platform thing and we shared a few sweet kisses :)
I just wanted to see my boyfriend and surprise him today at his workplace :) We shared a short quick but sweet moment <3
Shortly after that, I ran off to my car and left :)